Thursday, December 27, 2007 . 6:47 PM

i wasn't appreciated at all !!!

i spent this week days mostly at home . and going out in the night.
eve bar 3 days straight in a row.
got myself wasted on x'mas eve.
and the next 2 days i dare not touch chivas.
feel like puking when i smell it.
ton over at esplande last night.
walked from eve bar.
home this morning and slept all the way till 5pm.
3/4 of the day gone.

im going to spend my night alone at home doing nothing i guess.
dating with angel & xiaoxuan today was cancelled due to me sleeping till so late & xiaoxuan cant come out at this hour already. sorry.
meet up sooonnnn !!

new year 2008 countdown ? WHERE?
maybe town. lets seee.

i didnt enjoy myself this x'mas.
2007 a really bad year for me.
not being happy at all from the start.
wore a mask for the whole fcuking year ! HOW GREAT?
i want to be happy pls !!!

i dont deny i changed 360 degree this year.
i wasn't the same at all.
im who i am , not who you think i am.


anyway, im very glad making soo many new friends this year.
seriously i made ALOT ALOT !

- meiling , priscilla , euuren , jervis, jo , jerine , jonovan , nicole , jo's friends , euuren's friends , nicole's friends , my ITE schoolmates and etc .... there's too much to name.
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS THIS LIFE TIME !
& really thanks to you guys for being such a wonderful friends to me.
being there by my side when i needed you guys.

my clique of GAYS !! thanks for bringing me around and opening my eyes to see the world !


you can never compare physical hurts than emotion hurts.
the hurts i had this year will never be mend.
lots of memories , lots of hurts , lots of disappointment , lots of sadness.
cutting , bashing up the wall is nothing. it will never be painful than the hurt i had in my heart.
life is just a misery. its life to go thru soo much .
tired with life, but still i got to hang on.
but its not wasted, i became much mature this year.
i know how to think. i know the right & wrong.
many a times, i really wants to go into a coma and never wake up.
losing my memory is always what i wanted.
but seriously, there's no point. its just a selfish act.

lastly, to both my sisters . i truly love both of you alot.
i do care. no matter what you guys are going thru.
im always here to help and care.
& gwen ; take good care of yourself over at mum's place.
know the right & wrong.
never ever follow the both of ur sisters footsteps.
no more crying ! you're a big girl now.
ILOVEYOU my dear.