Sunday, December 30, 2007 . 12:51 AM

dont bother to ask me out on new year eve.
cause i will be spending it at home.
alone ! in my room. with beers.
getting myself wasted again.
what a "WONDERFUL" 2007 !!

why is my gut feelings always right?
sometimes i just hate it so much.
oh whatever shit.


home alone this new year.
a big BYEBYE to 2007 !
YOU SUCKS SOO MUCH IN MY LIFE THIS YEAR !

Friday, December 28, 2007 . 3:12 PM

wow wow wow !!
i slept at 7am ytd morning to 5pm.
then from 1am i slept till 3pm today.
in the midst of me being awake. i was rotting on the bed watching tv & online.
soo see how i wasted my day at home.

im sick !!!! coughing soo hardly n nobody business.
running a fever !!! (:
locking myself in my room since ytd till now.
how fcuk great.
cause i dont have my sisters to accompany ME !!!
even if i die in my room. nobody knows.
i dont think my grandma can even hear me from my room above hers.

steamboat over at yinghua's later with cg.
finally i can step out of my HOUSE !!!

Thursday, December 27, 2007 . 6:47 PM

i wasn't appreciated at all !!!

i spent this week days mostly at home . and going out in the night.
eve bar 3 days straight in a row.
got myself wasted on x'mas eve.
and the next 2 days i dare not touch chivas.
feel like puking when i smell it.
ton over at esplande last night.
walked from eve bar.
home this morning and slept all the way till 5pm.
3/4 of the day gone.

im going to spend my night alone at home doing nothing i guess.
dating with angel & xiaoxuan today was cancelled due to me sleeping till so late & xiaoxuan cant come out at this hour already. sorry.
meet up sooonnnn !!

new year 2008 countdown ? WHERE?
maybe town. lets seee.

i didnt enjoy myself this x'mas.
2007 a really bad year for me.
not being happy at all from the start.
wore a mask for the whole fcuking year ! HOW GREAT?
i want to be happy pls !!!

i dont deny i changed 360 degree this year.
i wasn't the same at all.
im who i am , not who you think i am.


anyway, im very glad making soo many new friends this year.
seriously i made ALOT ALOT !

- meiling , priscilla , euuren , jervis, jo , jerine , jonovan , nicole , jo's friends , euuren's friends , nicole's friends , my ITE schoolmates and etc .... there's too much to name.
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS THIS LIFE TIME !
& really thanks to you guys for being such a wonderful friends to me.
being there by my side when i needed you guys.

my clique of GAYS !! thanks for bringing me around and opening my eyes to see the world !


you can never compare physical hurts than emotion hurts.
the hurts i had this year will never be mend.
lots of memories , lots of hurts , lots of disappointment , lots of sadness.
cutting , bashing up the wall is nothing. it will never be painful than the hurt i had in my heart.
life is just a misery. its life to go thru soo much .
tired with life, but still i got to hang on.
but its not wasted, i became much mature this year.
i know how to think. i know the right & wrong.
many a times, i really wants to go into a coma and never wake up.
losing my memory is always what i wanted.
but seriously, there's no point. its just a selfish act.

lastly, to both my sisters . i truly love both of you alot.
i do care. no matter what you guys are going thru.
im always here to help and care.
& gwen ; take good care of yourself over at mum's place.
know the right & wrong.
never ever follow the both of ur sisters footsteps.
no more crying ! you're a big girl now.
ILOVEYOU my dear.

Sunday, December 23, 2007 . 3:51 AM

im not use to my outfit today. lols.
i dun deny that im very petty today.
but i just dont know why.
soo ya.vivo after church to meet up euuren & jervis.
i left because i just wanna be alone.
soo yeapps.
suntec after that to find jo.
i guess its wrong for me to go down.
cabbed back to bpp for mac to slack.
chatted with jonovan on e phone.
seriously talk till talking COCK ! -.-
but anyway, thanks brother for cheering me up.
chatting with make me soo HIGH !! lols.
reached home at 3.40am.


JERYEE !! pls SEND ME THOSE PICTURES !!! (:

Thursday, December 20, 2007 . 9:51 PM

YESTERDAY

shopping with jeryee & cho.
was finding for my top for this sat.
and i saw 1 at topman . $83 plus a gold tie at $29 = $112.
thinking to buy it.
then walked around n when we reached fareast.
we're half dead. head to PS by bus for dinner.
shouted at cho due to sth. im sorry. but at least i woke you up la.
hahaas ! & this aunty cho. can ask me more than 4 times in a day weather is she SLIM anot ?!?!-..-
head to cathay awhile to find derick & may.
then to paragon to wait for jerine to knock off to go bugis together to meet the rest.
opened martell.
& i was emo-ing at first. and out of a sudden.
i went super high till 4plus.
OMG ! the CHICKEN DANCE ! lols !
and the stupid things i've done together with jerine and euuren.
goshhhh ! lols. i not drunk at all yesterday but VERY HIGH ! lols.
reached home at 5.

TODAY

woke up for work & i worked half day only.
walked to wisma for topman.
and back to PS again.
shopped with aunty cho for her leggings.
and dinner with mummy and family at newton.
headed home alone after that.

counting down for X'mas !! all i want for xmas is YOU !

Tuesday, December 18, 2007 . 3:34 PM

i cant talk properly with my retainer on !!!!!
machian lao hong. =/
i JT take it offf !!! lols.
after dental , bus down to bugis and walked to eve bar alone.
follow by jo than eurren & jervis and then jonovan and jerine.

open chivas again.
going tomorrow to eve bar again.
drink drink,fuck mood for everyone.
know a LAO BUNG there. made friends.
hahas. she's 41 yrs old ! and not settle down.
and she's still playing around.=/

Mac to slack at 4plus till 6am.
had BIG BREAKFAST as i was having a bad gastric pain.
then cab home.
omg ! i was like looking at the meter la. 20 cents 20cents ! =/
slept at 7 and i just woke up at 3pm.
cause everyone is still SLEEPING like a PIG !
those are EURREN & JONOVAN !
the rest are working.

Monday, December 17, 2007 . 5:23 PM

pictures took on friday.
EVERLAST WATCH from daddy for christmas present. (:
THANK YOU !
im soo bored at home.
going for dental later at 7plus. =/
haven been meeting clique for days. =x
mayb later after dental. depends.

Sunday, December 16, 2007 . 1:01 AM

& YES ! took out my braces.going back to dental on monday to have my retainer on.
its kind of weird without braces.
but its much more comfortable.

after dental , slacked at bpp mac with BBF !
we met up since my birthday till now.
its super long .

didnt sleep the whole night but slept in e morning.
soo i cant wake up for work.
worked half day.
i seriously have no mood to do anything & i didnt eat.

im half gone now.
drinking with a unpleasant mood. =/

Friday, December 14, 2007 . 3:37 PM

in another 2hours im going for my dental.
which means im taking off my BRACES today. HAHA ! (:
have been staying at home this few days.
go out equals spending money. =/
gay went to genting this morning.
and you're going to see me WITHOUT braces when you're back.
hahaas !!!!

its raining cats & dogs again . =/

Wednesday, December 12, 2007 . 10:30 PM

movie after work at cine ytd. ENCHANTED. like finally i got to watch it.
went EVE BAR after that. open a bottle of chivas.
made new friends there again.
forever im the youngest. =/
gay was totally gone ytd. goodness.
reached home at 5plus in the morning.
slept till 12noon.

slacked there n here at home.
made jelly then dumplings and lastly packed my room.
packed my room half way and i fell asleep .
from 5pm to 8pm. like omg !
woke up. continue packing again.
and yes finally ! my room is neat again.
threw lots of things away and saw lots of things that reminds me of the past.

Monday, December 10, 2007 . 11:50 PM

good night !! im turning in. working tmr ! (:

__________________________________________________ okay, i finally went to collect my laptop.
off to town to meet clique at 9plus.
slacked at gloria jeans till 11.30.
homed. and im working tmr. (:

its 1.01am !
5days to count down. BRACES OFF ! (:

Sunday, December 09, 2007 . 5:08 PM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007 . 1:11 PM

im jobless for the time being.
that means i got 2weeks to think it thru n make up my mind.
i will just take it as a break n think .

thinking back, i have slacked for the past 5months already.
lots of thinking to do for me seriously.
im seriously screwed up and messed up .
im totally in a lost in my life.
why did i ended up like this ?
well, this is not the life i wants to lend.
im soo stress up right now.


stop the nonsense for now.
ytd meet up gay bud for shopping.
ended up , went lido for LJS den vivo to find jervis baby.
head to her place as she wanna take her the clothes and chivas.
head down to lido to wait for gf to knock off.
went cine to catch a 2am movie, HITMAN.
lindy and another guy joined.

movie ended at 3.45am .
head home after that & sleep.
i woke up super early today. goodness.
its raining. hopefully the rain will stop asap.
BBQ-ing in the night over my place.

Saturday, December 01, 2007 . 2:55 AM

* MORE TO COME ! (:


life is getting more n more exciting for me.
as im going to club everyweek.opening my eyes to see the world.
zouk with daddy and clique soon as daddy promised me ! (:
and a new watch n shoes for me on my xmas.
im always loving my daddy soo much as i dont show it out.
i know !
and for the time. im a working adult.
got my pay ! headache !! dont know if i could save it.
counting n counting non-stop.
im always good in spending money but dont know on WHAT !

drinking at indo chine ytd with clique and jerine plus john.
FUN & FUNNY !
starfucking and mac after working with baby n gay just now.
me and gay is having FEVER ! soo zhun ! lols.
laughing at her voice since morning !!takecare gay !

vivo tmr after work and movie !!! (:

next week planned !
wed bbq over my place , thursday cheeky night ! (:
CLUB CLUB CLUB !

im soo busy ! =x
its DEC!!!


i got to move on!