Saturday, October 13, 2007 . 5:09 PM
staying at home on saturday is seriously boring me out ! FUCK !
im meeting mommy at jurong for my auntie's house warming later.
i seriously feel like speaking my heart. im like living a life without PARENTS !
they seriously dont even know what the hell am i doing on earth right now.
dad dont come back often , even he's at home. we dont TALK ! we didnt talk for about 1mth plus already. not a SINGLE WORD pls ! dont even bother to ask me about my life n all. whatever.
now all he knows is only going out and PLAY PLAY and not coming back home and SLEEP ! what a father i had uh.
my mum ,i didnt see her for like 2mths plus already pls . and i wants to go her house , she will find lots of excuses . like WTF pls ! i seriously
wants my parents to care. but they dont seems too . my mum dont even text me or call me. ya , care for your baby son only. FUCK PLS !
she totally dont even know what the fuck am i doing and what am i now .
i tried soo hard to meet her at jurong pls . as i miss her super much. sigh.
what the fuck now ! living a life on my own. i seriously rather move out myself and go MIA !
my parents dont seems to care anymore. oh whatever. what rubbish am i talking ?
i have no one to turn to anymore.
i miss my parents soo freaking much ! )":
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