i never felt this for 7yrs already.
and im feeling it now again.
7yrs ago , dad n mum divorced.
now , dad and may broke off.
seriously , i treat her as a part of my family.
i treat her as my mother.
she taught me to be a person in life.
guild my sisters.
tell me the right n the wrong.
doing soo much for the family.
haish . why ?

dad, did she do anything wrong?
cant u give her a chance like how she gave you once?
the feeling im having now is worst than breaking off with your love one.
tears just flow down without anyone knowing.
i know i got to be strong.
life without her ? what will it be?
i really dont know.

build up the bond with her for the pass 1yr and plus .
and nw what?
she's there when i needed someone soo much.
i need you , i love you , i miss you soo.


i totally have no mood.
God , please help !!

thanks meiling and jervis for being there for me.
and giving me all ur support.
telling me to be strong.
i will . im a grew up person.
i will think.