Friday, August 03, 2007 . 3:21 AM
WOW WOW WOW !its 3am and im soo soo soo tired yet i cant get to sleep.
turning here and there on my bed, tears just flow , lots of thinking.
i just cant have a BLANK MIND !
something just strike my mind .
committing suicide ( spell correctly ?) im abit blur , cus im too tired !
was thinking of ways to kill myself since im not happy with my life now .
soo much problem , many more things. argh !!!!
if there a days , im not blogging anymore , not online , HP off or whatever shit .
or MIA ! means im DEAD !
i just dun wan to leave anymore longer.
shit , what the fuck happened to my lappy keyboard.
fuck ! something is wronggg. DAMN IT DAMN IT !
im staying up till 6plus to prepare for school.
FUCK ! my gastric hurts again. stupid stupid stupid !
fine , BEFORE I DIE ! im going to ACT HAPPY and whatever shit .
no last wish , NOTHING !
DYING IS THE BEST CHOICE !
seriously , i dun care about whoever will say im selfish or what, becus the WORLD is not FAIR to me , why must i be FAIR !!??!!
am i right ? I AGREED WITH IT ! HAHAHA ! =/
and dad , pls leave my room for NOBODY !
if not i will hunt the person sleeping or slacking in my ROOMMMMMMMM !!!
and for my things , just burn it laaa ! HAHAHA ! =/
do you know plants are oso a living thing? hmm , guess what stupid thing im doing every night.
TALKING TO THE MONEY PLANT IN MY ROOM !
becus i have nobody to turn too , i dun wan to talk much to others, plants dun talk , soo whatever i said , it just wouldnt REPLY ! soo thats GREAT ! YESYES !it is !!
no reply = agree !! (:
can someone tell me im talking rubbish down here? hmmmmmmmm .
CURRENT STATUS : BROKEN DOWN ! nothing can ever MEND it . not even TIME (: