Tuesday, July 17, 2007 . 10:40 PM
woke up at 6.50 to prepare for school .
after brushing my teeth , zack smsed me and said meet 8.30.
i was like , okayy . mayb lesson starting at 9am instead of 8am .
soo i went back to bed for another 45mins .
woke up , continue to prepare for school.
meet them at yck instead of sembwang.
reached at 8.45am . waited for them till 9.10am .
when they reached, i asked. why we meet soo late?
zack ans, no la . i woke up late . soo go sch late lorh .
i was like WT !!!! i dun wan to be late today u know .
soo forget it .
reached sch at 9.30am .
received a sms from angel chee that she's going to my school today .
soo we sms after another.
reached class , and miss jean let me off after i finish my work .
soo its only like 10.30 . instead of ending class at 11.30 .
went down to canteen for break . slacked.
and intend not to attend the 12.30 class.
cus wanfen and co. went home.
soo me and my co. didnt intend to go. so we went to void deck and slack for 2hrs. 12 till 2plus .
went back home by bus den train .
when im on the train , i saw a lady who is BREAST FEEDING her 2yrs old child sitting opposite my view .
i was like , OMG ! when i saw it, i look away straight away. was abit paiseh.
reached home abt 2.45pm .
soo prepared , brought my laptop out and meet may in the bus towards town.
soo here i am , at town using my lappy .
might be going to lido to watch tranformer or harry potter on my own later
while waiting for may to end her class.
im soo soo tired. tmr will be another tiring day at school . grrrrr !!!!
will be going home late tonight again .
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHARLES !
5.04pm
edited -
may skipped class. so i did not watch movie myself .
soo we walked to bali house for a drink.
chatted alot , like hw we used to .
when she talk things to me , my tears just flow down.
i seriously am very tired .
things flashing thru my mind .
but wad more can i do ?
i will just bear everything .
even if im a fool . i will just do it , cus u guys are my friends.
slack-ed at bali hse for 4hrs .
pondering abt stuffs and stuffs.
walked back to shaw hse to wait for daddy cus he didnt know may nv go to class.
soo ya , lied to him .
i was damn quiet in the car.
not speaking even a word .
haish . im soo lost & confuse.
i just dun wan to fall anymore .
im very very tired of life seriously.
can i have a HECK CARE KIND OF ATTITUDE?
but i cant bring myself to do that. haish .
drinking almost every single day is not cool ANGEL CHEE !
and forgetting tat i got sickness , and TAN PEIPEI reminded me ytd night.
and yes , i totally forgotten all about it . tat shows i heck care abt my health seriously.
okay fine , i shall not drink soo much already .
guess my sickness will be getting worst. awwww ! =/
many may not know im having some problem with my health. but ya , i will take good care of myself ? perhaps , till i grow up . =/