Tuesday, April 24, 2007 . 6:47 PM
ITS SO TIRING ! =(its tueday only , and im feeling very very tired.
there's lots of assignments yet to be done .
mr zo & ms natalie asked why am i soo emo or rather quiet this few days or weeks . my answer to them is nahs , nothing . and theyy suddenly ask , izzit becus of stress? i was like YA ! BECUS U GUYS ARE GIVING US SOO MANY HOMEWORK TAT SERIOUSLY STRESSING ME OUT ! haven complete one , another one comes , oh like what the fuck , i seriously am tired .
i dont feel this kind of things in secondary school can . i seriously miss sec sch life soo much . ended schh at 11plus , and head to sunplaza to do our project .
mac den library , doing half way , me and jeremy was like watching MTV in youtube , and the sound can be change in the laptop like girl singing , change to man voice , we both are laughing like oh mann , this isnt a library at all .
jeremy laughter makes me laughed even more alright .
he seriously brings laughter to me after a tiring day in school .
i didnt talk much in the morning .
being soo quiet , this isnt me at all in class .
i seriously feel like quiting school but i cant , ENDURE CLAR ! =/
had heart to heart talk or rather talking the past with may , she told me alot alot . ya , im her youngest listening ears .
talk and talk , i almost cried out when we were talking abt my parents past .
gosh- this kept flashing through my mind ever since i had a heart to heart talk with joey .
i cant get myself to sleep every single night even when im seriously very very tired alright . damn it sia . sigh -
im seriously very FED UP with this care of life , NO LOVE IN FAMILY , NOTHING ! STRESS ! OH FUCK ! WHO CARES ?
DADDY ! MONEY CANT BUY LOVE ALRIGHT !
can i just move out of the house ? im tired im tired.
can i leave this fcuking world ? oh mann . its killing me alright .
oh fucking , what am i doing ? you didnt do anything wrong , and im showing attitude to you on the fone ? anyway , im SORRY ! i cant take it anymore .
sigh -
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING !
MIA-ing for a period of time or rather forever .
wouldnt be blogging often already . blogging just SUCKS cann .
anything just tag over the tag board .
HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE TAN
CAN I HAVE A FAMILY ! NOT A BROKEN ONE ! its IMPOSSIBLE ! )"=