Sunday, April 29, 2007 . 6:07 PM
CLARISA IS DOWN WITH HIGH FEVER BAD COUGH AND BAD FLU again .body aching like crazy okayy .
didnt intend to go out with family today cus im really weak .
dey forced me . and ended up telling me , lets go get ur laptop.
okay, rayshawn chua came out at 1.40pm on 28april.
not attending school tmr again. grrr ! bored
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 . 6:47 PM
ITS SO TIRING ! =(its tueday only , and im feeling very very tired.
there's lots of assignments yet to be done .
mr zo & ms natalie asked why am i soo emo or rather quiet this few days or weeks . my answer to them is nahs , nothing . and theyy suddenly ask , izzit becus of stress? i was like YA ! BECUS U GUYS ARE GIVING US SOO MANY HOMEWORK TAT SERIOUSLY STRESSING ME OUT ! haven complete one , another one comes , oh like what the fuck , i seriously am tired .
i dont feel this kind of things in secondary school can . i seriously miss sec sch life soo much . ended schh at 11plus , and head to sunplaza to do our project .
mac den library , doing half way , me and jeremy was like watching MTV in youtube , and the sound can be change in the laptop like girl singing , change to man voice , we both are laughing like oh mann , this isnt a library at all .
jeremy laughter makes me laughed even more alright .
he seriously brings laughter to me after a tiring day in school .
i didnt talk much in the morning .
being soo quiet , this isnt me at all in class .
i seriously feel like quiting school but i cant , ENDURE CLAR ! =/
had heart to heart talk or rather talking the past with may , she told me alot alot . ya , im her youngest listening ears .
talk and talk , i almost cried out when we were talking abt my parents past .
gosh- this kept flashing through my mind ever since i had a heart to heart talk with joey .
i cant get myself to sleep every single night even when im seriously very very tired alright . damn it sia . sigh -
im seriously very FED UP with this care of life , NO LOVE IN FAMILY , NOTHING ! STRESS ! OH FUCK ! WHO CARES ?
DADDY ! MONEY CANT BUY LOVE ALRIGHT !
can i just move out of the house ? im tired im tired.
can i leave this fcuking world ? oh mann . its killing me alright .
oh fucking , what am i doing ? you didnt do anything wrong , and im showing attitude to you on the fone ? anyway , im SORRY ! i cant take it anymore .
sigh -
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING !
MIA-ing for a period of time or rather forever .
wouldnt be blogging often already . blogging just SUCKS cann .
anything just tag over the tag board .
HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE TAN
CAN I HAVE A FAMILY ! NOT A BROKEN ONE ! its IMPOSSIBLE ! )"=
Saturday, April 21, 2007 . 9:56 PM
hello ! (:hahas, im back from a awesome service .
i finally felt the long lost presence of god.
yeapps.head home after tat .
went mummy's place before church .
hahas, mummy i miss you soo much laaa !
my teeth hurts super much la ! sigh-
Thursday, April 19, 2007 . 11:07 AM
didnt attend school today , due to FEVER ,COUGH, THROAT INFECTION and FLU . =xgrrr ! soo xinku lor . sigh sigh -
alot ppl didnt attend school today ,
xinyi sick , sheena knows me and xinyi nv go , she nv go .
weiluen and jeremy i think go in the afternoon .
suddenly we tat group nobody go . WTF !
dots lors .
kelroy wee is oso sick , u TAKECARE uhh ! hahas.
same sickeness and HI 5 =/
hahas. visiting a doctor later .
no strength now sia . siian siian .
im HUNGRY ! =/
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 . 6:14 PM
BABY BROTHER due nxt week ! (:oh mann , im soo excited cann .
im going to ponten school and look after mum everyday in the hosptial.
last night , wasnt in good mood . my mood was like . okayy , fuck cann .
slept late last night , and i cant wake up for school .
but i forced myself . soo ya , school-ed den went to town to meet may and joey .
ate NYDC . and i got FOOD POISIONING ! damn it .
my stomach hurt like hell cann .
head home , and i seriously cant walk lah .
sigh - im in pain till im tired now . its like 6 only ,
i think im resting early today , and hmmm , should i attend school tmr ?
xinyi said if im not going , she's not too . sooo , hmmmmmm....
no matter wad , i still need you the most .
why care abt my pm . =(
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 . 8:05 PM
i trust nobody but only you .gosh - ended school at 11am. and we didnt know where to go .
seat at the foyer for like 1 hr den i said , ehh , can we get moving? im dead bored down here . we still didnt plan where to go . -.-
hop up the bus, den train , still dont know where to go .
reached yew tee and i said , ehh , i wan go home take money lehs .
soo all of us alighted .
walk-ed back home , and took my money .
still dont know where to go . ended up went to BPP to eat and do our drawing .
stayed there for like 6hrs . the mac was super noisy .
saw lots of ws friends .
and jeremy suddenly ask , wahlua, why u knw soo many ppl uhh.
was like . HAHA !
went home with christine and PS my classmates .
was soo damn tired lahh .
and im gotta be SICK soon already . grrrr !
im having a bad bad headache now and im MOODY ! ):
sigh sigh-
gotta finish up my homework later to hand up tmr .
and i have ALOT ALOT of homework waiting for me . =/
Monday, April 16, 2007 . 7:09 PM
im back from school. hahas.i didnt sleep last night lahh .
was soo tired in school . budden i did endure through out the whole day .
hahas. ___ is sick todayy . poor thing .
and i gotta send ___ out to take bus , and hw i know ,___ went to meet __ friend.
idiot UH ! hahas. =x
super tired i can . say .
there's tons of homework and projects waiting for me to complete . hahas.
tmr school starting at 9am and ends at 11am .
hahas. 2hrs ? LOL . lala -
i did enjoy myself driving kiat's car at my hse downstairs de carpark .
soo damn scary cann . hahahas. laughed like shit lahh . soo dumb. -.-
CHIRSTINE YONG HUIWEN : ILOVEYOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY CAN ! HAHAHAS ! =)
Sunday, April 15, 2007 . 10:54 PM
sorry readers for not updating my blog for like days .i went to enjoy myself this fews day . hahas.
becus SCHOOL REOPENING TMR ! =/
hahas, i seriously did enjoy myself la ,
esp ytd with MAY ! hahas. went to eat good food and drink .
heee. its like been long time i drink lahh .
soo its alright.
hahas. i wouldnt drink often de lahs . no worries .
and ya , i haven start my homework . =x
hahas. i will start TMR okayy . lalala
school tmr , and i dont think i can sleep early lahh .
shit mann . and ___ wan to meet me for breakfast tmr .
and its like i rejected ? oh mann , wad am i doing .
nvm - i miss you alot , but , i can see you tmr . heee .
ohmann , school TMR !
grrrr !
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 . 10:03 PM
due to coming back home late last night , i didnt blog .
so ya , stayed at sulwyn's house the whole day till at night 11plus .
went to eat curry fish head and blahblah for dinner .
just the 4 of us , weikiat , sul , yixin and me .
soo damn full !
went for a walk after tat , becus i really cant stand fullness in my stomach .
when walking back to sul's block , saw yixin's mum at coffeeshop and i saw auntie irene . and i didnt know tat my mum know yixin's mum , hahas.
soo now i know me and yixin some how childhood frens . hahaas.
and she said , now we must be more den a buddy alr .
i was like , ya right . hahaas.
okayy , 4more days to school reopen ,
and i haven NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK !
not even touching it . omfg ! hahas.
what should i do mann . im seriously lazyy uhh !
damn it . school school school . =/
dont feel like going back anymore .
Monday, April 09, 2007 . 1:31 PM
as per normal , every weekdays i will get woke up by ___ .
woke up at 10am today . hahas.
joey didnt attend school today .
eyes swelled again . she and my dad always take turns to be like this .
1 year can swell dont know hw many times .
see lahs , always see GUYS uhh joeyTAN !
by right , i should be meeting ___ to go cwp to acc her borrow books .
budden , she fetch a bomb again * .
i didnt call her back , and yes , i always tell her i will call back ,
ended up i didnt . im SORRY . im confused now .
christine HELP !
its like only 1.30 only . tskk .
may went to buy alot alot of lemon . -.-
squeeze and drink ,plus facial . hahas.
its super SOUR i tell you . omg !
going gym ltr and jogging . (:
6 more days to school reopen . (:
and i haven even do my homework . (:
Sunday, April 08, 2007 . 8:46 PM
im back from chalet . hahas, its tat bored as what i expected . (:
soo no surprises . the 6 of us , cousins and 2maids stayed overnight only.
tat means , all adults went home . -.-
and they came early in the morning from yew tee to eastcoast just to fetch us home and for breakfast . reached home at 12noon .
and i went straight to my room and i fell asleep already .
hahas. was super tired lahhs .
joey didnt slept the whole night lahs . talking on the fone all the way .
i finally finished my corner with love . (:
oh mann , body aching , tsktsk , what am i gotta do tmr ?
its the LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY ! yesyes! (:
you MIA-ed for 3 days already . where're you ? ):
Saturday, April 07, 2007 . 12:38 PM
i love spending time with you . (:
back from gym . went for like 1hr 30mins or soo .
hahas. soo TIRED cann .
gym... !=/
we're going every sat or mayb sunday too . tsktsk .
crap alot today again.
hahas. going off to chalet later . boring .
wad am i gotta do there uh ?? tsktsk .
sleepy =/
S* stop showing me your ORANGE FBT shorts i tell you .
tsktsk , im going to get all the colours. bleahhhs !
make me a sport towel ya ? =x
i always wanted it . =x
Friday, April 06, 2007 . 10:20 PM
i enjoyed much today with ahfishhhh . it has been a long long time we both went out together .
went town, walk-ed , saw stella , weixuan ,lydia tan and lee .
hahaas. head to PS becus of playing piano . hahas.
miss her playing unfaithful. hahas. and yes , i recorded it down . hee .
head to EXPO . ended up , we cant get inside . -.- fulll .
tsktsk , went airport instead . hahas.
walk-ed around , den have our dinner at mac .
after tat , talktalktalk , back by train . talk non-stop all the wayy .
there will be more girl . (:
hahas. head to lot 1 , take neoprints. my very first neoprint this year . (:
was asked to put in my wallet where i place my IC .
den head home after tat .
going gym tmr morning . hahaas.
den to chalet .
im here whenever you need me . i will be there ! (:
Thursday, April 05, 2007 . 10:04 AM
it will be a short posting . im tired already . its 1am .
went out to meet sul , kiat , DY and yixin for lunch .
ended up , i didnt eat . -.-
dont feel like eating , soo ya .
went to slack at kiat hse void deck.
den went to jurong . blahblahs .
damn boring . went to batok for have our dinner at 10.30 like tat .
head back home . lorry. =/
and daddy isnt back home yet . tsktsk .
going out town tmr with ahfish den church . -.-
joey lah , keep pestering me to go . tsktsk .
ltr i put aeroplane den u know . hahas.
guess she used to it already . hahas. =/
oppps . i will see about it. and i will have my hair cut do becus going out . hee
super LONG already . tsktsk .
ps* DY VERY KP ! >:(
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 . 8:30 PM
its soo BORING ! =/ and i miss my BBF soo super much lahhs .
they declare themself holiday expect for LENA ! -.-
im gonna meet themm !!
went to online , and tat adrian ask me to acc him go and eat . dots .went down to 15th floor and thenn he come out . dots .all his craps again . faint .ask me go over his place.dont know for wad. -.- im not tat dumb to bored myself there can . i rather watch my VCDs at home . hahas. its like 2.30 only . siian diiao la.
im having throat infection . =/
and yes , im shivering more and more each day and im getting weaker . =(
tsktsk , going to K box tonight? i want i want . together with may and her sis ? hahas. oh mann , kayle is so quiet. becus there's nobody to play with . tsktsk . poor girl .
EDITED -
its like finally 8plus . not goin K box , not going jogging .
and 1 thing made me laugh like shit was . KAYLE & joey's conversation .
hahas. read joey's blog and u will knw . hahahas !
oh mann , boring boring .
tmr i wan go watch movie !! grrrrr ! =/
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 . 11:45 PM
the feeling of missing you makes me crazy ! =/
okayys , its the end of the day again . its turning 12am soon .
time flies fast todayy , went to meet yixin awhile , and head home with may ,
went over to rent VCD . currently watching corner*with love .
kayle came over to our place to stay for a few days ,
due to she's having chicken pox. poor little girl .
the WHYS all come back again when she's around . hahas.
and den i disturb her , ehh , WHY you eat rice uh ?
hahas. super funny lahs . i laughed like crazy . hahas.
and she hurt my finger when she's playing FAKE NAIL polish , and its like ,
i SCREAMED soo loudly lahs . hahahas. its super painful lahs . tsktsk .
went jogging at 9plus . wahh , it has been a long time i jog , i still can job around yewmei condo 1 big round lahs . hahas.
im soo tired now . muscle ache tmr for sure . jogging tmr again.
and yes , chalet on saturday , *family gathering* =/
who wan to join ? if not i will be dead bored there . tsktsk .
REPLIED TAG TO CHARMAINE ANG : STOP THE BEEPING ! hahas. TAG MY BLOG OFTEN . ITS SUPER QUIET ! =/
Monday, April 02, 2007 . 11:55 PM
holiday seriously sucks like hell .
and yes , finally i watched finish another HK serial .
no VCD for me tmr , until night time . tskk .
went to meet jeremy and weiluen at woodlands to do our drawing .
and its like , once i reached , jeremy pulled me out and talk .
ok, its like 1 hr , den we went in . weiluen was soo TL .
and den , we went to the arcarde to play .
lalaa -seriously i didnt DRAW at all .
went to the library to borrow some books for reference.
and den , ate my dinner . and home sweet home .
by right , going for a jog at 8plus .
ended up , me and may didnt .
went to return our VCD instead . and head to shengsiong with lynn (may's sis)
bought alot of stuffs. heee !
and den , home-ed at 10plus . dotss .
im going to gym and jogging tmr .
yesyes , exercise !
im gonna slim down . hahahas.
and ya , the new maid is BETTER ! she more handworking then the previous one .
she dont piss me off lahh . the previous one , still dont get what is FORK AND SPOON for my meals at home . i dont take chopsticks with PLATE ! you dumb ass. hahas. anw , the previous one is staying with my uncle now . soo i dont see her bloody face often . the new one do thing soo clean , and i hope its not for just awhile , but continuing doing everytime i tell you. hahas.
misterLIM * dont stress lahh .
why think soo much , let them be ya ?
wad they wan to do . let them do lahhs .we cant do much right.
sigh- im soo afraid when term start , we all will like , drift apart .
ah tok changed , misterTAN too . sigh sigh -
what should be do . im sorry , i just can be just by your side being your listening ear and talk things out . its like , i seriously dont know what to do ya .
dont think soo much already lahhs . SMILE ! i wan to see the YOU tat always play with me and JOKE ! MISTERLIM !!!!
stay happy la . ):
see you like tat , u think i oso happy meh . haish . afterall , what friends are for ya ? feel free to call me anytime .
Sunday, April 01, 2007 . 8:27 PM
PICTURES IN SENTOSA ! (:
the crappy's ! (:
i was force to take picture with sulwyn after coming up from the sea . =/
weikiat and wengtat talking about the route of the bus going to harbourfront .
the 3 of us who went with the guys .hahas.
its me helping sulwyn putting lotion on her back . hahas.
the 3 of us with our names ! (: hahas, its 7pm already , and i just woke up from my sleep . =/
went to sentosa ytd morning with mich , sul , kiat , mz , wt and ah mer .
7 of us , hahas. we had fun la . playing and taking pictures .
and its like the whole sentosa system changed . was soo confuse lahs . tsktsk .
thenn head to bbq with jeremy , may sent us here . thanks ya . (:
the bbq wasnt tat fun lahs . less den 20 ppl came . and ,its like .most of them head home at 7plus . -.-
and xinyi and weiluen reached at 9pm . -.- tsktsk .
soo left 4 chinese and afew malays overnight .
seriously , this is the first bbq tats not fun at all .
and i dropped my wallet while cycling . but i dont understand why the person who found my wallet can find me by calling my hp when i dont left my no. inside it . tsktsk . dont get it dont get it .
and ya , midnight , after everyone drank SOMETHING HAPPENED !
hahaas. tsktsk , underage UH ! aiyoyoyo .
den at 2plus , me ,xinyi , weiluen and jeremy went over to the mac .
took cab lahhs .hahas. soo FAR !
slack-ed and play-ed pool . changed lots of things with xinyi when the 2 guys were playing pool . then at the play ground chat with jeremy alot too . (:
lols. its like super boring . and its finally 6AM !
i quickly left and call for cab. was soo tired .
and i fell asleep alone in the cab lahs . tsktsk .
and from 6plus slept all the way till now . hahaha ! TIRED !!
anw , its APRIL FOOL ! (: