Friday, March 30, 2007 . 11:45 PM

i want make things clear that , im no longer the clar you guys used to know in secondary school . after soo much hurting .
im no longer gotta give in to anyone anymore okayy .
want to be friends , just be , if not just fcuk off .
i seriously wash my hands off . and its like , i doesnt wanna waste my fcuking time and effort to comfort people or even talk reasons out of the problem to them anymore okayy . or fcuk , dont wan to listen , its up to you guys , i did wad i should do as a friend . what friends are for ? ya , u get wad i mean .

i can play , joke with you guys most of the time . but , take me for granted ?
is this a friend should do ? i seriously dont get it ya . fucking shit !
yes i admit tat , when im angry i got really fierce , but when im playing ,
im not at all ya . wad kind of friends are you guys ? begging me for forgiveness now ? dream on ? you dont wan to answer my call , why should i reply your sms then , ya ! BULLSHITS !

anyway , i no longer trust anyone alreadyy , all the LIARS !
stop acting like one infront of me ya . its just all the bullshitting .


alright , enough of venting angers in my post .
went to meet up with sul and kiat for dental just now . ya .
its like my teeth hurts super much now . becus of the chains .
and its like i got 4 colours this time round . super bright.
and went for dinner , prata . full ? yes , i am . dont eat much already .
head back to bp to meet crappy and grace .
crappy special want to meet me after her tuition just to take pictures
becus of our 1 year anni . cute isnt she . and hahas, i have no mood to take lahs .
all nv smile . its alright . =x
slack-ed till 11pm . and head home .
tmr before bbq going sentosa with bbf . and its like finally ?
it all ruined last weekend . and yes , im going to enjoy tmr .
sun tanning ! WEES ! (:
and im not going home tmr night. ton-ing with classmates at east coast .
i hope i will have fun there . i trust nobody anymore .

went to lot 1 to meet them , and ya , you guys are fucking hell late for 1hr .
and tell me you guys are waiting for bus alr . and den didnt wan to answer my call . fucking hell let me wait , frens no more !
den , went to meet kiki and ayim to woodlands shengsiong to get food .
fuck ! waited for them for 30mins again .
chaocheebye . guys know a days are worst then girls alright !
FUCKING SHIT ! at least kiki knows to say sorry and treat me for a drink .
fucking damn pissed off mann . okayy , reached home at 11plus .
chatt-ed on fone with lois till 1plus , and she dont allow me to hang up and sleep . -.- and its like 3plus she called again .
hahas. i woke up at 12 today , im just soo tired cann .
tsktsk , raining cats and dogs again .
will it rain tmr ? 0.O

HAPPY CRAPPY's 1 YEAR ANNI ! (:
iloveyou ass ! hahahas.

Thursday, March 29, 2007 . 1:15 PM

got woke up by lois at 7am this morning . hahas.
and den , 4missed call at 8am . hahahs. gosh -
chatt-ed on the fone early morning . hahas.
and im soo tired now . its like only 1.15pm .
hahas. just finish chatting with xinyi and jeremy .
the two lamers . (:
gosh gosh - its raining cats and dogs now . grrr !
i want to go out uhh . tsktsk -.-
wad am i going to go ? continue watching my VCDS?
hahas. should be,if not i will be dead bored.
waking up early tmr again , just to go buy those bbq stuffs .
tsktsk .4 assigments yet to be done , and nobody touched it yet .
hahas. including me .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest BESTI ! LENA PHUA ! (:

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 . 2:19 PM

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stayed at home the whole day again . but time flies fast today by talking on the fone with lois the whole day . hahas. many to chat uh. lols. stay in my room chat until can dont eat lorhs . tsktsk , and i didnt know u will cook dinner for ur parents lahs . hahas. nxt time i wan to try hor . heees . hopefully got chance lahs . hahas. and ya , i know lots of things about you already . hees . like finally ? lols .
friday morning 10 im going to woodlands to get the bbq stuffs with peeps.
tsktsk , soo EARLY !
tmr ? chatting with lois again .hehehes. (:

awaiting .





hello (:

hahas. early moring 7plus lois called.
and ya , im still asleep . didnt call back when i saw it at 9am .
hahas. thenn 10plus she called again . and yes , finally i called her back .
soo good right. im still sleep lehs . anw , u are too . hahahas.
thenn chat awhile , both went online to chat. chat chat chat .
and thenn , she asked me to call her to chat on the fone .
a 1hr plus chatting on fone . hahas.
dots, always disiao ppl de.
ask me for xinyi's no. can call her , im laughing like shit early in the morning becus of her lahs . hahas. xinyi u idiot uh . take no. from her . kuku bird .
tsktsk , thenn kena suan by her , i dont dare take no. from her face to face.
only take in msn . -.-
bleahhs . u win . kuku . and u better go on saturday . hahaas.
i have many many things to talk to you abt . hahas.


going school outside to meet girls . hahas. im too bored at home . =)

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 . 12:31 PM

HELLO !!!! (:

gosh - i really did stay at home the whole day ytd again .
tsktsk , finally i finish watching hua yang .
hahas. its just sat and mon. watching it the whole day.
hahahas. its the 2nd day of holiday only . tsktsk ,
can time fly faster ? -.-
i want saturday to come around quickly .
hahaas. thursday will be besti bday and fri will be the crappy's 1yr .
hahahas. woohooo . meeting up with yixin later for chatting .
hahas. miss her soo much lah . didnt see her like for weeks alr .
tsktsk . anw , im down with throat infection . =/
it super hurts soo much lahhs . grrrr !

Monday, March 26, 2007 . 12:21 PM

you're my only love baby -

ytd woke up at 7.30 , and cabb-ed down to mummy's place .
went to somewhere , which i dont know where is it .
to have the ROM .ya . then had back to mummy's place .
was super bored cann . time flies super slowly lahhs .
head home at 9plus . thenn bathe and sleep .
thenn suddenly 2 person smsed me , soo ya , woke up again ,
back to sleepat 1plus . tsktsk . im tired ,
wad am i gonna do today mann . at home again ? TSKTSK !

Saturday, March 24, 2007 . 7:56 PM

slacking at home the whole dayy .
tsk tsk , was super bored todayy .
com was on the whole day , yet im not infront of it most of the time .
hahaas. chatt-ed with lois . (: super fun .
girl uhh ! take good care of yourself ya . hahaas.
watch-ed hua yang the whole afternoon until very tired . hahas.
sleepy , didnt went over to mum's place today .
reasons were , im too lazy , and i surely cant sleep over at her place .
soo , tmr she's giving me morning call , and cab down to her place .
anyway , oso not i pay .hahas. =x
sooo ya , tmr is the day .
im boring , 4 assignments yet to be done before the term starts.

Friday, March 23, 2007 . 11:59 PM

this week past soo quickly .
was super busy and tired this LAST week of school .
and yes , 3weeks holiday till 15april . (:
and i will be staying at home to track on gwen on her studies and watch my VCDs . (:

went to catch MR BEAN holiday after school .and the show turn out to be .
omg ! its a waste of time and money for me and xinyi , when actually ,
jeremy , weiluen , didi , zack , aloy and limei can laugh like crazy in there .
and i seriously slept during the show was on .
went for lunch after that , and went home . bathe-d
thenn head to CDANS chalet for yuanliang's bday bbq .
slack-ed there by watching tv , not eating , mood was super down .
didnt know why . its alright . and head to timah lan lab to play lan .
CS . hahas. shouting like mad in there .
super funny , CS addiction . haahas.
peipei & jon went off first . thenn follow by my turn .
wanted to ton , but im too tired alr .
and by right , BBF is going to sentosa tmr . and it's cancelled . -.-
wanted to sun tann lahhs . dotss . its alright .
i will spend my time at home sleeping tmr . (:
and its going to be sunday . staying over at mum's place tmr night ?
mummy asked a very weird question yesterday .
i was like . didnt really know hw to to answer , but ya .
i still answered it . (:
yesyes , led a new life , a new beginning , a new start . (:

next saturday , 1A bbq at east coast . (:
hopefully my dearest tok xinyi can make it .
if not u DIE ! . (:
dont work mann . -.-
and yesyes , you owe me 1 drawing of rose . hehes .
colour it orange ya ? hahas. (:

and yes i declare ! i made it promoted up with 1A !
3 retain . -.-
if i was to retain , i wouldnt want to study anymore . (:

HOLIDAY MOOD ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA !

Thursday, March 22, 2007 . 8:15 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 . 5:57 PM

TESTING TESTING !

Monday, March 19, 2007 . 6:11 PM

im just isn't myself today . =/


oh mann , wtf happened to me todayy ?
sigh - showing myself as a cheerful person everyday ,
dont make me feel good . tats why im being soo weird todayy .
goshh - didnt have the mood to study at all lahs .
grrr ! i dont speak out my problems anymore.
knowing tat there's soo many friends who care lots for me .
yet , disappointing them by not saying my problems out .
and yes , WTF HAPPENED TO U DAd ??
u didnt even bother to talk to us for days alr lahhs !
and why must we talk ? lets see how long u wan to have cold war with us .
when we didnt even do anything wrong ?
is there something wrong down here? HELLO ........ !
forget it mann .
i simply hate living !
kill me someone ?

Sunday, March 18, 2007 . 11:34 AM

PICTURES UPDATED ! (:

Saturday, March 17, 2007 . 4:00 PM

it been days i blogged .
wasn't in the mood to blog .
my week was ruined .
classmates of 1A try to cheer me up everyday .
asking me to say out my problems . jeremy ,
i wouldnt say out de lahs . yesyes . his my best buddy . (:
stupid boy , super cute lahhs . sitting beside me everyday in class .
doing stupid things and always getting hit by me with a long ruler .
hahahas . was just playing okay !

ytd went to causeway crystal jade to find babes plus their hunks.
they ate their lunch . and i just sit there playing my games .
took lots of pictures with eloys ytd . grrr !
and i simply love a pic i took with crappy .
shall post it up soon .
thenn head to orchard by train .
walked around . and head to kbox .
sang for 4hrs . playing inside . and sing sing sing .
eloys voice was like OMG ! i cant believe it cann .
super nice lahhs . hahahs .my lessyy . tsktsk !
huifeng came to meet us too . (:
thenn after Kbox .
slacked at cine awhile . and head back to bp .
i slept all the way back to bp lahhs .
was damn tired .
head to blk163 for dinner at 11plus .
and slack slack slack .
soo tired . head home by cab at 1plus .
and ya ! my BED ! 1.30am slept all the way to 3.30pm . =x

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 . 2:06 PM

you teach me to love unselfishy .


went to school ytd , thenn head to cine for suki with classmates .
ate till damn full lahs . and i didnt take my dinner last night and breakfast this morning .
went to michelle hse after tat , thenn went to kiat hse void deck meet sul and him . theyy went to their dinner at plaza. and we slack-ed . went garden plaza to see mr bean . -.-
thenn to e zone to play some games . -.-
head to void deck to chat again .
till 9.40pm .
head home by train , but not my cab. hahas.
got nagged by dad last night for 40mins . WTF !
heckcare . thenn went to bed .
woke up lots of time this morning . lazy to go school .and im SICK . =/
my voice totally change lahhs . going out to meet BBF soon .

Monday, March 12, 2007 . 4:33 PM

there wasnt any better than being with you . ):


oh mann . im bored . super bored cann . ):
and my tummy hurts like @#@#$ .
i dont know what happened uhh. FUCK !
sigh - moodless. ya . here !
tmr ? 9th mth , and we are not going out together?
sigh- seriously , why am i moody ?
anw , imissyou . ): Good morning -

didnt attend school today .
woke up at 6.40 by my alarm clock .
but i went back to sleep again .
and i was about to wake up for school.
its alr 8.14am . soo ya . back to sleep again .
sheena smsed me , din and zack called .
and thenn jeremy smsed me .
everybody was like asking me why didnt i go to school .
luckily xinyi and wanfen knows why alr ytd .
soo they didnt call . LOLS .
grrrr ! stomach pain .. =(
having a sad stomach this few days lahhs .
wtf happened mann ! grrrr !

Sunday, March 11, 2007 . 7:57 PM

EDITED-

oh mann . its like only going to 8pm only .
everyone in my family were watching videos of our HK and australia trip.
everyone kept laughing at themselves la. me too cann . OMG ! paiseh mann .
anyway, grrr im having a sad tummy today cann . =(
kept visiting the toilet after eating. grrr ! what's wrong mann .
oh mann . im at home the whole day lahhs .
guess i cant sleep early tonight .
boring . seriously i am .
2more weeks to hoilday . grrr !
siian siian siian .
oh mann , im isnt happy mann .
there's many things ppl dont know can .
i always look happy ,but ya . sigh-


went to meet xiaoxuan and christine just now . rahhh .
still thinking weather to go school tmr anot . SIAN ! you took my love for granted. =(

hello .

ytd went cck library with xiaoxuan in the afternoon .
chatt-ed alot alot . thenn sulwyn suddenly called asking me to go out .
cus got jon dad's van . jon love to do things suddenly becus he said is FUN. 0.o
thenn went to pick up , sulwyn , yixin , thomas , mingzhou and mervin .

went to gelyang first .thenn to changi to see ah gua .
hahas. slack-ed there for soo long . and those guys daring each other to walk alone towards
those ah gua . hahahs. we all laughed like shit lahs .
then went to OCH . kiat , me and sul didnt went in .
hahas.i dont go those places . thenn talked outside abt those haunted houses in spore .
thenn suddenly yixin ran out . hahahahas.
talktalktalk . thenn theyy all came out finally .
becus im felt so uncomfortable at the place lahhs .
slept in the van till going to chinatown . ended up those shop close .and we head home . reached home at 5.30am .=x
and woke up at 3.15pm . =x
hahahahas. damn tired cann .


tags replied -

xiaoxuan :laugh more uhh ! hahahs. loveya too.
peipei: hahahas. thanks.ya lor . last time also dont even know hw to draw lah . hahas.
xiaoxuan : i tot ytd cannot go in my blog using the laptop ? 0.o
hahas. thank you lahhs . u very good cann . hahahas.
enwei : u also KNOW uhh ! hahahas.u too . seeya .
char:hahahas. dumb lah you .
joey :hahaas.dont need jealous . u can do it too .
lisa :GOT mehs . hahahaas.funny uh !

Saturday, March 10, 2007 . 1:37 PM

my finally piece of the frog .

nobody believe its my drawing. ):


HELLO ! (:
hahahs. ton till 4plus last night . and daddy came to pick me up.
was soo tired cann . reached home and i slept till this afternoon .
finally my wireless is fixed ! (:
grrrr ! everyone is still sleeping . hahahas.
i wan go out go out go out ! HEY yo -


finally i had finish up my TOAD or FROG .
and guess what , no one believe its my work lahhs .
nvm. im happy for myself can alr .
with xinyi's guide is always the best . (:
thanks buddy .
post up tat pic asap . (:

ended sch at 1145 today .
went to sembwang for basketball with xinyi's sec sch friends,
weilun , jeremy , zhenyang and leonard .
talked soo much craps lahhs . hahahas. kept laughing .
was soo tired. went home bathe and i went out for dental .
soo tired. orange and blue .
went to had our dinner , and went to meet mervin, yixin and mingzhou
cus they going funeral .
soo ya . slack-ed at south views for hours .
and decided to go farja . ended up at zhenghua CC .
thenn now at sulwyn's hse .its 2.05 am in alr .
and im not back home yet . waiting for daddy to pick me .
soo i got to wait . im soo tired .
dad is entertaining his customers .
soo ya . busy man.

going out tmr ? ya . guess soo . KBOX? hahas
i dont know themm lahhs . lets see.
i need to SLEEP ! =/

Thursday, March 08, 2007 . 10:20 AM

HELLO ! (:

was soo tired this few days lahh .
tuesday went for lunch at dad's place with may .
chatt-ed alot . thenn went to simlim square .
bought lots of things . hahahs.
thenn went lot 1 to get books for gwen to do.
u better STUDY hard and not watching TV everyday i tell you .

ytd , went to taka seoul garden together with classmates.
chatt-ed alot . crap alot too . laughed like @$%%$ laa . hahahas.
did my frog . finishing soon . by tonight .

didnt attend PE today .
went for mac breakfast in the morning .
and reached sch at 10.05 . (:
Mr ZO treating the whole class for movie later.
no lessons but MOVIE . hahahas.
cool mann . hahahahaahas.
im tired tired .

can you pls show some respect and dont show ur fucking attitude ?
keep it to yourself ya . fucker !

Monday, March 05, 2007 . 9:40 AM

got so fed up with people in the morning .
GOSH ! i seriously cant stand it .
cant you just give me peace in the morning .
goodness. stop asking me questions early in the morning lahh .
you should know i dont talk in the morning .
fuckfuck ! everyone is starting to dislike you can .
not only me . i found out more ppl today .
nvm . who cares . anyway , PLS CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE !
its SUCKS totally !

anyway , was soo lazy to wake up for school today .
super tired la .didnt sleep well last night. till to the ache behind my shoulder .
slept at 12plus . was on the fone with baby .
waited soo long nv . nvm . worth *

had dinner at cck complex last night.
ate for 2hrs plus .
the dish came soo slowly. its like 1 at a time . got to wait and wait .
grrr ! wanted to go home soo badly last night la.

ending school at 6pm today .
and alots of ppl wan to run away at 12.30 . 0.o
we got TEST today . HELLO ! !!!!
im not going to run away lah . hahas .

soeul garden on wednesday .
can we go for a movie tmr ? 0.O

Sunday, March 04, 2007 . 4:59 PM

HELLO !

oh mann . im bored ! =/
tired. haven do my homework yet.
grrr ! pondering about stuffs for lots of days alr.
still cant get the answer for those problems .
nvm .
i enjoyed ytd alot alot. went for lan , cafecartel .
its wad u always wanted. and ya .
i have got nothing to blog .
anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIAHWEIJIE! (:

replied tags:

emerald :ya . very la . was soo shocked. u takecare too .
im always there for u . ya. (:
lindy :stop changingla .hahahas very mafan de u know must relink.
lisa: hahas. i will try to be happy ya ?smile. hahas. FAKED (: loveya too .
xiaoxuan: lalala-i didnt kill u la. hahahas. u takecare too . loveya .
peipei: hahahas. seeya soon .

Thursday, March 01, 2007 . 9:18 PM

28/o2

went sun plaza with xinyi , aloy n charles .
went for movie again . ghost rider .
i slept in the cinema lahhs .
was to tired alr . and i haven even do my drawing .
reached home . slack-ed .bored ! i love 7pm channel U show lahhs .

today-
woke up at 8am . reached sch at 9.30 .
thenn after half an hour . i went back .
went to cck polyclinic.
find her . thenn acc her see doctor .
waited for 1 hr plus . total 2hrs plus for her lah .
thenn was suspose to eat lunch together.
and everything ruined .
nvm . head home alone . was soo boring .
play-ed CS . and went outside ws .
waited for 1hr for girls .
went plaza for lunch at 4plus .
thenn slack-ed .
been days i saw them . miss them much .
there's always things for us to talk about .
thenn head to sul hse .
here i am . bored !
ice-skating on sat. (:
i always wanted to go for years alr .
and finally . yesyes ! cant wait .

hopefully u will think what i told u just now .
dont cry anymore . lovess.