Sunday, January 21, 2007 . 10:17 AM
there wasnt any better than being with you .last time . i wasnt in good mood . ya .
switch off the com .
went straight up to my room .
open the window big big .
and stand there for like very long ?
im very tired . yet i cant get to sleep .
end up. i force myself to sleep .
becus i need to wake up early today .
to pray my grandfather .
soo ya . i woke up at 9plus on my own without any alarm clock .
mayb cus i cant sleep or something ?
having those dreams that i doesnt wan it .
but i have got no choice .
living a fucking life without any choice .
ya . its me .