Friday, January 12, 2007 . 9:17 AM

oh how fucking great when you will have NIGHTMARE every single night.
im changed into another person .
emo easily ? yes i do . always .
oh ya . tmr is our 7th month .
it dont seems like .
where are we going ?
i dont know can .
am i happy for the pass 7th months ?
many asked me did i regret accpecting you back ?
did i regret loving you?
hahas. my reply to them was .
DONT ASK ME THIS QUESTION .
becus i didnt even tot of it .

can the fucking nightmare just get out from my sleeps and mind .
its soo fucking extra . ya .
suddenly im soo anti-social .
suddenly i became soo cold blooded .
suddenly many things in me changed .
i look strong here .
but am i strong in the inside ?
i hope i am .
i trust you no more ?
sigh- im sorry everyone .
im no longer the me you guys can joke and play with .


change topic !

going for my N level maths test later for my ite course .
oh fucking great . i didnt study for it .
i didnt sleep well . im sick . yet i still can hold on like tat .
can anyone just put me to sleep and never wake up again ?