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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 . 11:58 PM

LAST DAY OF WORK TMR ! (:
and my pay is $1030 !
hahas. not alot lahs .
but i only worked for 14 days ! (:
thenn plus my allowance . $200 .
soo i total have $1230 .
saving $800 or $700 in my new bank account .
cus this account got $3000plus .
thenn i spend everything . HOW GREAT uh ? (:
soo daddy want me to save my money in another bank account .
if this month my HP BILL BRUST !
he's goin to pay for me .
BECUS HE WAN ME TO SAVE MY ALLOWANCE too .
soo i only got $400 to spend this month !
WHAHAHAAHAS !
yay ! tmr LAST DAY ! TAKE PAY ! WAHAHAHS !
i crazy already lahs !
soo tired now .
going bed soon ! (:


darling , i love you no matter what . (:
MORNING ! (:

im soo tired ! didnt wan to get up for work .
slack on bed for soo long .
i need more sleep .
nvm ! tmr last day of work ! (:
and i can SLEEP already .
im getting my PAY tmr ! (:
yay ! SMILE*
oh mann . i dont know what to blog about sia .
boring boring .
im down with a flu .
ytd didnt have business uh .
whole day only do 14 cover .
RAHH !
ytd was totally off mood .
dont wan to mention anymore .
lalalala -

im sorry . i shouldnt have control you .
and i wouldnt anymore .
its your freedom .
i have no right to control .
i dont wan to loss you again .
once is enough for me .
whatever i did is becus of you .
i love you no matter what.
pls dont give up again . ):
stay the same pls .

rahhh ! im looking forward to SAT .
i practicing the song LIANG SAN BO YU ZHU LI YE !
practice once i woke up from bed . rahh rahh !
in love with this song mann .
in order to sing with dumb dumb on SAT !

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 . 9:08 AM

didnt have a good night sleep .
i tot you will give me sms before you go to bed .
i tot you will give me a sms after you woke up today .
but , sighs-
im always the one who sms and call you first .
nevermind . i used to it .
sorry for making you cry last night again .
why am i always making you cry ? sigh -
are you happy being with me?
nvm -
why do i have a feeling tat i dont seems to care ?
but seriously deep in my heart .
i cares ALOT ALOT !
seriously i do .
you are misses by me alwayys .


oh ya . michelle got a new line and new hp . N73 !
fuck you mann . hahahas.
bill $176. nxt day got new line .
so PRO uh !
lalalalala -
goin out this 2nd dec (:
its yuinping birthdayy . YAY !
K BOX again . OMGoshhh -
hahahahs !

Monday, November 27, 2006 . 6:19 PM


the four of us ! (:

baobeii jasmine and me ! (:
i miss her mann .didnt get to see her for long .

hahas. me with jas sunglass

michelle and jasmine singing ! (:

charmine , me and fishy (:

look what's she doing in the train . SMS right ?



Went K box together with peipei , jasmine tan and michelle ytd .
we had great fun . hahas. video down when we sing .
laughing like shit mann . hahas.
took pictures too .
self timer .(:
soo funny .
went to take neoprints too . hahas.
soo funny too . RAHHH !
i enjoyed going out with them lahhs . lols .
DEC better come out again uh ! lols ! (:
after tat . peipei and jasmine head home .
me and mich went to taka to grab some bits before we head to bugis .
meet lynn liao .
head to plaza to slack . (:
chatt-ed till 11plus .and head home .
chatt-ed on the fone till dont know what time oso .
rahhh .

woke up at 9.15 today . (:
went breakfast with emerald .
thenn went back to my house .
charmaine was at home . hahas .
okiiie ! thenn went to lot 1 again .
took neoprints ! RAHH !
this little cousin of mine spent lots of my money sia .
play-ed arcarde . thenn ate .
blah blah . send her back to my place.
thenn went to emerald's place.
blah blah .
mood swing ? ya . suddenly.
mayb i saw something which i doesnt wan to see .
sorry .
thenn was fine after tat .
went to meet the seller ad get my stuffs .
and here i am ! HOME-ed !
(:

today i didnt went for prom night. rahh .
saw sarah and others .hahas . soo chio uhh ! lols .
rahh .enjoy ur night ! (:


darling , i dont want you to hide anything from me anymore.
i trust you . i know you wouldnt. (:
i love you.

Sunday, November 26, 2006 . 10:07 AM

WTF ?!

sigh- i seriously dont know why this happened last night ok !
called you 3 times . yet you dont wan to answer .
and make me WAIT for the whole night without any sleep .
i didnt wan to call again . because i know u wouldnt answer nor reply a sms to me .
sigh -
last night im seriously very tired from work already .
yet i still got to wait for your call the whole night .

my word . lazy type . go to bed.
doesnt mean im throwing my temper .
i just wan to ask you to go to sleep .
cus i know you are tired.
i did my very best to ask my dad from the genting trip .
but he just dont allow.
WHAT CAN I DO ?
sighs -
i dont wan you to bring up about the genting trip .
becus i dont wan you to be sad and angry.
i dont know what to do and say .
im speechless.
just wanna say IM SORRY ! ):

but i will still wait for your call and smses todayy . im sorry ):

i knew you BLOCKED me after the word FINE from you . sigh -
i knew u blocked me .
you didnt sleep until 3plus . sigh -
im seriously sorry ! will you forgive me !?
i cried last night . i seriously did !
i just dont wan the both of us to be like this !
im sorry ! PLS FORGIVE ME WILL YOU ?
UPDATE FOR NEXT DECEMBER ! (:


7-12 DEC - AUSTRALIA
13DEC - BOOKED by EMERALD
15DEC - DENTAL APPOINTMENT
16 / 17 DEC - BOOKED BY ALIVNN
18/19 DEC - N LEVEL RESULTS plus BOOKED BY EMERALD
20 DEC - MR GAN's HOUSE ! BOOKED BY ZIWEI , EMERALD
24DEC - DINNER TIME BOOKED BY FAMILY !
25DEC - CHRISTMAS



I WANT GO ICE-SKATING , ESCAPE , CHALET on DECEMBER !
HAHAS !

Breakfast at CAFE CARTEL today ! (:
dad wanna apologise for being so unreasonable ytd night.
NAG NAG NAG at me . do you know how hurtful ur words are ?
end up oso sms me SORRY ! lalala -
i didnt lose this time ROUND !
i have enough of you liao HOR.
KUKU ! always NAG at me . WTF lahs !
scold scold scold ! very shuang hor .
NEVEMIND ! next mth on i dont need to see u everyday !
fine , today he keep trying to talk to me . blah blahs .
lalala - today busy day ! (:
gastric pain too . always DIE ! lols .
going K box together with jasmine , peipei and mich ! (:
YAY ! CINE ! (:



emerald : im sorry ! i convience him to allow me to go already .
he said no . i cant do anything . i wanna go with you but .
i seriously cant . IM SORRY ! im sad too . IM SORRY ! ):

Friday, November 24, 2006 . 2:12 PM

FUCKING DAY ! (:


woke up . was so tired lah .
didnt wan to go work . but got no choice ok !
went to find dad at yewtee.
cus he bring granny to blood test .
thenn reach liao .
kena NAG NAG NAG !
nabehh ! i hate tat ok .
nvm ! next mth on dont need always seee him .
only to australia only . RAHHH !
then wasnt in the mood liao .
my day is ruin by HIM !
during work . i didnt even talk on !
just simply go my things . blahblahblahs !
no mood uhh !
thenn break time .
he ask me go buy my food myself .
i said . u cannot go with me mehs ?
always i go eat alone .
thenn he no choice.
blah blahs blah ! SIAN !
STUPID DAY !

Thursday, November 23, 2006 . 8:07 PM

RAHHH ! woke up at 7am !
hahas. thenn watch princess hour till 11plus .
then fetch charmaine from schh .
my cousin *
play-ed with her.
cus nobody at home .
auntie may and maid bring granny to see doctor.
thenn emerald sia came over .
hahas . 3 of us in the room watch TV .
lalala -
thenn went lot 1 to find auntie may .
she go rebond hair .
thenn wait for her finish.
me , emerald and charmaine went NTUC , eat .
thenn my little cousin wan take neoprints . -_-"
hahas. fine !
its CUTE ok !
lols .even auntie may said so lahs !
lols .
wahh , she seriously spent alot of my money ok !
CHARMAINE ! RAHHHHH ! nvm !
lols . went home at 7plus .
blah blah !

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 . 10:43 PM

RAHHH !
went home at 5plus uh .
seriously sick mann .
vomitted and vomitted !
dumb !
cabb-ed back home . $20 (:
thenn rest . blahblahs .
chatt-ed on fone .
lalalala -
oh , granny black out just now .
almost fall .
scare me sia .
if she falls . auntie may said she kena stroke.
HENG UH !
cus she got high blood !
suddenly sick sia .
kelian uh !
im going to takecare of her tmr . (:
ya . tmr DUMBass is coming over to my place . (:
CHIRSTMAS OFFER ! (:
RAHHH !
i seriously CANNOT WAIT mann !
i need you lahhs !
dumb dumb ! (:
lalala - oh , enwei sweetheart said my voice changed !
cus im SICK !
i didnt CRY hor ! RAHHHHHH ! (:
listen to guang liang songs .
correct spelling ? hahas.
oh ya . i simply love his songs ok !
soo damn nice mann ! (:



i love you no matter what .
i wouldnt and never regret .
RAHH !

two good news for ms emerald sia .
she's happy about it .
hahas.
becus , i will not be working nxt mth already
and i will be back from australia at 12dec ! (:
ya ! you kuku ! BLEAHS !
ohya , im SICK !
sore throat , headache , cough . and blah blahs !
abit of flu i guess.
i keep AHEM AHEM !
soo stupid lahs .

lalala - I WANT TO TAKE MC TMR !
seriously if tmr cannot take it .
i will ask auntie may or emerald to acc me go see doctor lahs .
its been a long long time tat im SICK !
hahahas ! STRONG !**
like real mann !
OMGoshhhh !
im here blogging for daily readers okay ?
rahhh .
hahas. if i dont i seriously will only blog on sunday and monday lah !
hahas. woke up early just to use com for 10mins .
and im off to work lahs . rahh rahh !
ytd sms used 70 over .
RAHHHHHH !
working still can sms soo many ?
crazy mann .
but i seriously DID ok !
soo tired uh .
chatt-ed on fone at 11.35 - 1am ! (:
and i got a very nice sleep last night. (:
seriously im intending to end my work till this mth .
and i seriously wan to enojy myself nxt month lahs .
kinda busy nxt mth .
go australia , appointment , take results , ITE Reg , gan's hse and XMAS !
see . if i were to work .
i seriously need lots of leave.
must well dont work right?
RAHH !
how am i going to tell daddie about it uh ?
nvm . tell may =x
hahaahas ! RAHHHHHHH !
ok . im going off to work soon .



monday you are DEAD !
hahas. takecare uh !
i love you darling ! (:
163days ! (:

Tuesday, November 21, 2006 . 9:04 AM

RAHHH !
stupid blog !

woke up soo many times last night can .
dont know why too . RAHHHHH !
went town together with emerald ytd .
FUN ? hahahas.
watch-ed oo7 ! (:
nice show . its soo LONG cann . RAHH !
thenn went PS .
collect our pens from the seller
.
thenn head to have our dinner .
pasta ! (:
went carrefour buy sushi and stuffs .
went to arcade . play-ed ! (:
hahas. i laugh like shit mann .
thenn went istana park sit . (:
oh ya . HER FLU CANT STOP OK !
RUNNING WATER ! hahahas .
thenn head home by bus190 . (:
home-ed . watch Tv . blah blah blah !
CRIED ! O.o

chatt-ed on fone at 1plus .
cus i suddenly woke up . RAHHHH !
im soo TIRED !
i seriously dont wan to work ok !
i hate working uh !
MAD MAD MAD ! 0.o

(: her fav pic we took ytd.
cus im CUTE ?OMGoshhh ! hahahaahs .

RAHH ! OFF TO WORK !



i seriously miss you tons since last night ok !

Sunday, November 19, 2006 . 9:09 PM

4th POST !


BIG HOUSE BIG CAR WE HAVE NOW !

it will be gone soon .
just to SAVE money !
buying toyota altis !
thenn buying condo . mayb at northvale !
RAHHHHHH !

nevermind !
SAVE MONEY ! (:
big house change to small house because !
our FAULT ok !
didnt show care and love to granny .
she felt lonely at home .
we will tend to stay in our rooms upstairs .
so ya .
small house !
better lahs .
RAHHHHHH !

family meeting just now .hahahs.
5 of us lahs . (:
dad and may made us LAUGH like SHIT cann .
LMAO !
theyy are soo dirty minded !
too OPEN already lahs !
WAOLUA !
FAINT mann !
my dad is only 36 years old !
aiya ,oso very old liao nor !
OLD MAN !
rahhhhhhh !
reaching his 40s soon!
RAHHHHHH !
i love my family .


great its 9.10pm ALREADY !
RAHHH !


im seriously BORED !
lying on the bed. plucked ear piece into my ears .
listen-ed to songs in my fone . RAHH !
close my eyes . YET I CANT SLEEP !
watch-ed princess hours .
rahhh !
im seriously bored to death mann .
what a SUNDAY !
daddie isnt back yet . RAHHHHHH !
its 6.10pm already !
RAHH ! TIME PLS FLY FASTER !
AND GET TO 20OCT will YOU !?
RAHHHHH !
I WANT TO GO OUT !
0.o

im just like in the jail ok !
rahh ! nevermind .
i chose not to go out myself .
no one to blame !
-..-"



its always my fault for not being understanding enough .
rahhh ! no quarrels pls !
RAHHH ! DEAD BORED !

didnt get to sleep well last night.
perhaps only afew hours .
lalalaala- ok. now what .
i simply miss her tons today ok !
rahhh ! she's busy studying , preparing for wedding dinner .
didnth have time for me . RAHHH !
watch-ed VCD with joeytan in my room . lalala -
kinda nice lahs . soo soo .
thenn read teens . RAHH !
stupid nors.
finding things to do .
rahhh !
its only 2.30pm mann !
WHAT AM I GONNA DO NEXT !
im bored with computer ok !
seriously .
there's nothing for me to surf . RAHHH !
rahh , i want to sleep but , i CANT get myself to sleep .
rahh ! Sleeping pills pls !
oh dear , im seriously in love with the song . THIS IS OUR SONG !
influence by ms sia .rahhhh !

lalalalalaalalalala - blah blah blahs !
FUCKING SHIT ! WHAT CAN I DO UH ?
nvm - i will go bathe and try to sleep next . lalalalaalala-
emerald knows i will tend to bathe whenever im bored . hahahs .
so dumb right !
BATHE BATHE ! im going to stuck myself in the toilet for hours mann .
sleep inside . =x
hahahas. omgosh -
its disgusting lahs . im joking only ok !

im craving for ben and jerry ice-cream andand PASTA !
TMR TMR ! im going out .
tmr , nxt sunday and monday im BOOKED !
lols. hahahas ! RAHHH !
if wanna go out with me .
gotta book me fast ya ?
lols .
=x
busy working uh .
workin sucks can !
lalalaa - oh ya .
im getting my N level results at 18 or 19 DEC !
after my hoilday in australia .
RAHHHHH !

20 DEC mayb going mr gan's hse with the volleyballer .
not sure .hahahas.
RAHHHHHH !
i dont wan to WORK anymore lah !
budden no money lahs !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !



THE BIRDIE in my house is DEAD !
im soo happy !
no more bird sound ! WAHAHAHAHAS !
im soo MEAN AND EVIL uh ?
hahas. but seriously im HAPPY !



mending the scar in both hearts . ya !
i wouldnt leave a scar in you anymore.
no more my dear .
assurance to each other .
i love you even more each day !
You're so beautiful divine
Everything 'bout you's so fine
There is no pain in this world that
I can't endure
And with a love like yours

So beautiful so wonderful

And as we float on the floor
I hear the music of love
This is the song we'll remember forever and ever

CHORUS:
This is our song oooh
It means to you what it means to me
We know this is our song
So from this moment on
Our song ooh ooh
Anytime I feel alone

I just put on our favourite song
We merge into one and play on and on
And like the music and words

Can't find the words to explain
Love so beautiful unconditional
this is our song and our song says it all

When my skies are grey make them clear again
When I'm weak you are strong

CHORUS
This is how it all began
I need to hear the sound you need to hear the words

This is our song ooh
This is the song we'll remember forever and ever
It means to you what it means to me
So from this moment on we know
This is our song ooh
It means to you what it means to me
This is the song we'll remember forever and ever

So from this moment on
That it means to you what it means to me
So from this moment on
This is our song this is our song
So forever and ever just so we know
We know we know
We both know this is our song
its 2AM ~ and im not asleep yet !
rahh !
was kinda up and down today lahhs .
im too SENSATIVE and felt JEALOUS all the time CAN ??
FUCKING SHIT .
went to meet emerald at lot 1 today .
walk-ed , ate . ya ?
thenn she went over to my place and do the nails .
0.O
thenn went to teck whye meet ping girl girl and other friend of theirs .(:
after that . sent her home . lalala -
head to bugis at 7plus to meet jon , pei , mer and tat .
play-ed pool .
ya . from the moment i left her . my mood went all the way DOWN cann .
chatt-ed on the fone .blahblah .
promises made . (:
andand , i finally earn back the trust from her ?
hope i did lahs ! rahh !
sms and sms . lalalalalala -
mood swing all the way lahs .
didnt know why . mayb i know .
ya . she knows .
oh ya . can u imagine . 5 persons sharing 2 plates of $2 carrot cake ?
O.o
we DID ok !
thenn kiat came meet us .
waited for lynn and lena to off work .
went back to panjang blk 163 eat .
i drank TEA thats why i cant get to sleep now lahs .
soo DUMB ! RAHH !
reach-ed home at 1AM sharp lahhs .
rahh ! and i CANT SLEEP ! i want to sleep lah !
nvm . mayb sleep late today .
then tmr wake up late late .ya !
i dont wan to go out tmr lahs !LAZY plus no MONEY !
FUCK ! my Bank left with $2.80 (:
from $582 left with that amount . HOW GREAT !
lalala -
anyway , it been a long long time i post a LONG LONG post ok !

why am i so SENSATIVE ?
why am i getting JEALOUS easily ?
RAHH ! i hate it !
im soo afraid of that NIGHTMARE ok !
dare not sleep somemore .
WAOLAU !
never mind .
i will find things to do uhh !
lalalalalalalaa -




darling - the promise you made to me 18nov 8.18pm ! (:

Saturday, November 18, 2006 . 9:36 AM

I ON LEAVE TODAY ! =x

hahahas. that means i dont have to work today , tmr and MONDAY !
hahahahas. RAHHHHHHH !
last night was fucking BUSY cann !
make me wanna die uhh !
hahaas. had a bad bad nightmare last night .
that causes me to wake up at 6am .
rahhh !
and i jumped up cause of the nightmare and i realise my
air-con is off !
and i sweat like shit ok .
cried for hours .
didnt want it to happen again .
NO MORE pls !
sms-ed someone .
thenn he/she said its not going to happen again .
ask me not to think about it anymore.
ya . thanks ! (:
i wouldnt !



darling , you gave me assurance . (:
ilu*

Friday, November 17, 2006 . 9:08 AM

HEY GUYS !

hahas. been lazy to blog this few days uh .
and its FRIDAY already ! (:
okiie ! (:
im tired alright .
been working and working .
rahh ! im BOOKED for NEXT TWO MONDAYs !
SORRY ! hahahas !=x
now people are booking me to go out .
cause i dont have much time but only sunday and monday !
hahahas.
thenn i will head to AUSTRALIA for my HOILDAY !
hahas .
talking on phone this fews dayys . =D
which im happy about ya ?
i love talking on fone .

im tired im tired ! RAHH ! hahas. i dont know what to blog lers uhh ! RAHHHHHHHHHH !



darling , i love you to the end of time !

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 . 8:37 PM

hahas. since soo many ppl want me to update i shall ! (:


Mondayy went JP watch step up ! (:
nice show. hahas. enjoyed esp AT NIGHT ! (:
lalalaa -
ytd work .
soo fucking BORED !
lalala -.
i didnt go to work todayy uh !
due to STOMACH CRAMPS ! -_-"
rahh ! meet emerald and leibing for lunch at yewtee.
thenn came my hse. (:
took pictures for the items i wanna sell . (:
thenn head to emerald hse to play ?
ya . its lame ok ! super LAME !
(:

my little princess ! (:
i love ya ! (:

Monday, November 13, 2006 . 12:23 AM






IM back from a tired dayy .
rahh !
woke up at 12noon today .
which im happy about .
i didnt SLEEP FOR SOO LONG after 19oct ok !
rahh !
went for lunch and get my NEW FONE ! yay !
hahas. soo happy cann . thenn went to meet mich in town .
bought a belt and former ! (:
im wearing the former tmr to jp . (:
thenn walk walk walk .
went to bugis find lynn and lena .
rahh ! miss them tons uhh !
im soo tired cann .
hahas. took lots of pics with mich .
rahh . I LOVE HER ok ! (:
and by right going dinner with them .
budden ah ma is sick .
soo i rushed back home uhh !
ran back home from MRT stat ok !
like idiot . heng no ppl . lols . rah !
tmr off to JP with friends ! yay ! (:

andand im very fated with
FOURTEEN today ok !WTF lahhs ! rahh !
lazy post soo many pictures. hahas.

XIAODIDI ! I LOVE YOU ! (:

oh ya ! today is 13 ALREADY !
if we were together still . its our 5th mth . sighs -

Saturday, November 11, 2006 . 11:19 PM




Back from work . (:

was soo busy todayy . full house ? ya !
rahh . busy busy and the time flies soo quickly .
hahas. and i dont need to think soo much ya ?
hahas. soo happy with work uhh !
budden my teeth hurts soo damn much at the chain part.
nvm -
ok ! im getting my phone TMR ! (:
lunch at plaza jack's place.
thenn go M1 buy my fone ! (:
and im off for SHOPPING !
i just need to get my former and shoes im happy enough ok !(:
JOEY TAN ! u still owe me a WALLET !
rahh ! monday out with my secondary sch friends !
YAY ! im soo happy ! (:
miss them lots after chalet .
HELLO ! (:


vivo can walk until very sian ders nors.
im bored of it already .
mummy gave each of us $50 for our XMAS presents .
soo i bought the EVERLAST tee. hahahas.
thennn i bought myself a NEWBIE tee .
and a shorts. (:
hahahas.
im getting my former tmr !
and im wearing it on MONDAY ! (:
hahaas. went bugis after vivo .
thenn went to meet lynn .
cabb-ed to dental .
but reached early .
went to liquior cafe .
may's brother gf cafe .
haahas. thenn head to dental .
WTF ! on the way to dental .
lynn made me luff like shit ok !
FIRST TIME ! hahahas.
my teeths is chained ! pain ok !
rahh ! i cant eat uhh ! fucking shit !
rahh !
thenn went to kiat hse downstair slacked .
chatt-ed . rahh !
i really miss chatting with them .
nxt dental appointment will be on 15dec .
BECUS ! 1dec doctor on leave .
8 dec im overseas !
thenn 5 weeks later .haahs. 15 . rahh !
got car sit to dental liao !
hahahas. WEIKIAT TP on 12 dec ! (:

yay ! aunty may convinced daddy to get the fone for me TMR ! (:
after LUNCH ! YAHOO !! (:

hahas. NEW FONE NEW CLOTHES ! i wan NEED SHOES too !
TMR ! (:

Friday, November 10, 2006 . 10:43 AM

GOOD MORNING ! (:

NO work today ! (:
last night was damn damn BUSY ok !
work until i want die liao .
legs soo pain uhh !
thenn went home , ate . wahh ! soo full !
cus only had chocolates for lunch .
thenn was soo hungry lahhs !
rahh ! =x

okok , later going vivo with precious sisters and marmiie . ?
not sure uhh ! i want go SHOPPING ! =x
hahahas. im soo tired now uhh . i want to sleep siia.
but i couldnt get myself to sleep .
oh ya !
ytd 95FM played stay the same .
was in the car .
thenn , i increased the volume .
then sing sing until my tears drop . RAH !
i know its dumb .
no choice .
it bring me all the wayy back to the past together with her .
soo dumb uh ! I KNOW !very DUMB !
rahh !


rahh ! I MISS ALOT OF MY FRIENDS siia !

Thursday, November 09, 2006 . 3:38 PM

10.11.06 - going vivo city with my sisters ! (:
thenn go dental appointment with sulwyn (:

11.11.06 - WORK ):

12.11.06 - dating with CRAPPY ! TOWN and BUGIS ! SHOPPING ! (:

13.11.06 - watch movie at jurong point . STEP UP ! together with brother , cakecake , joeyy , xiaodidi , emerald , xiaoxuan laopo , ivan , and more ?
THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY chocolates are just LIKE HEAVEN !
WOOOO !!!! hahas . ytd went to the riverside . walked pass the shop .
and told daddie . hahas.
and he specially brought me there for lunch .
hahas. chocolates for lunch ? lols . cool uhh !
BEST ok ! hahahas.
the chocolate tart and cake for was NICE !
and those small little chocolate !
hahaas. JOEY !! ITS HEAVEN ! =x

stupid michelle nv go work again .soo damn lazy . =x
hahas ! dating for both of us on SUNDAY ! (:
SHOPPING !
hahas.

joeyy checked my bank account already ! GOT MONEY ! GOT MONEY !
getting my fone this WEEK ok ! hahahahas ! SAT SAT !!!
hahas . cus tmr i no work uhh ! (:


okk ! daddie keep talking about my future career .
PASTRY CHEF thats i wanna be !
im going to make the best CHOCOLATE ok !
(:

thats my passion , thats my GOAL ! (:
GOOD MORNING ! :D

hahas, ytd was kinda BUSY !
rahh ! its better to get myself busy thenn stand there like a rock doing nothing .
just think think think . soo DUMB uhh ! lols .
dinner at home was GREAT !
yay !
chatt-ed with dad on the car back home after work .
he somehow knows who causes me to be like this .
he is making it soo OBVIOUS !
keep asking me to take this easy and blah blah blahs !
ok ! i know he CARES alot for me ok !
he doesnt wan to see me get depress again .
I LOVE YOU DADDIE !
better get me my fone this WEEK ! hahahas.
tmr no WORK ! due to DENTAL APP!
im going bugis or mayb vivo together with my 2 precious sister and MARMIEE ! opps . joeyy ! i think marmiee WORKING lehhs !
rahhh !dumb ! nevermind !

i MISS BOTH MY SISTER uhh !
had great chat with joey online ytd afternoon .
i will be online everyday 3-5.30 lahhs .
using the laptopp there. hahahas. !

working life just sucks i tell you . standard !
wake up , bathe , eat breakfast , go work , come back bathe sleep , nxt day the same thing ! BORED !


replied tag :

STELLA : i will stay strong ya ? (: dont worry . yes i agree budden . nvm . takecare . loveya too ! (:

MICHELLE: rahhh ! dont care about her lahhs . stupid shit . i will cheerup . ILOVEYOU and MISS YOU TOO uh ! tmr better finish work at 5.30 uhh ! hahas.

CHRISTINE: I WOULDNT be anymore towards HER ! (: i cannot love this song mehs ? hahahas. dumb siia ! =x you takecare too . yay ! YOU TOO YOU TOO ! loveya !(:

ZIWEI: CAKECAKE ! (: i love you too ! (: yay ! i oso dont need to scare no friends lahhs ! WITHOUT HER ? cus its nothing ? hahahas. CYA ON MONDAY! (:

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 . 2:45 PM

Rahhh !
rather busy for lunch todayy .
its break time . (:
hahahas, chatt-ed on fone with christine.
settled my lunch in 7-eleven. (:
SANDWICH for lunch . yay ! hahas.
ate at riverside. lalaala-
loner . rahhhh
but i love it .
andand , i just remember monday is 1311o6
rahhh !
will still want to go out with her?
i dontknow lahhs .
lets see mann . rahhh !
mood was okok luhh. lalaala-
stupid shit . dont wan reply my sms .BITCH !
soo pissed with her lahhs .
LIE LIE LIE ~ u think i will trust you ever again ?
asshole uhhh ! FUCKING HELL !
rahhh ! i have enough af your bull shit already lahhs .
i beg you to fuck off from my life will you ?
im depress enough !
sighs -
why why why !!!!!!!!!


replied tagg :

JOEY :gongong ! ya , i will try not to ya ? hahahs. work hard for you for what siia ? lols.
yang ni ? ask daddie uhh. hahahas. I LOVE YOU TOO ! (:

SWEETHEART :ya i will . LOVEYA TOO . MUACKKS ! (:

KOKWEE : XIAODIDI ! hahahas. yay ! THANKS FOR MAKING ME SMILE always ! (:

Tuesday, November 07, 2006 . 2:37 PM

RAHHHH !

am at work now . wahahahas. break time .
not really busy at all today for lunch lahhs . lols.
last night slept at 12am .
chatted on fone with emerald from 1030- 12am .
rahhh ! siian uhhh . im soo tired uhh . WTF ! rahhh .
i forgotten to bring my fone to work mann . WTF cann . OMGoshh !
stupid shit cann .
i oso dontknow what to blog uhh.
my hair is soo nerd ok !!!!!!
rahhh ! O.o

Monday, November 06, 2006 . 5:02 PM

went take pay just now .
$582.50 ! (:
hahahas. im RICH ! (:
=x
tmr starting work at dad's place .
hahas . went lot 1 with christine and ivan .
ate ya kun . (:
then went play arcarde .
OK ! FORCED ivan to play PARA PARA !
he looks like a clown ok ! made me laugh like shit .
lols .soo GAY ! OMGoshhh ! (:
thenn now theyy are at my placee ! WEES !
hahahas.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN ! (:
GOOD morning ! (:

okok ; lets not waste time and talk about yesterday! (:
Went VIVOCITY together with michelle and kenny ! (:
SOO FUCKING big ok ! hahahas. and we lost our wayy !
went to watch THE GRUDGE 2 .
TOTALLY sucks for me ok !
my eyes are close most of the time ! =x
ok , saw emerald at vivocity together with 1 of her friend .
theyy play like kids playing water lahhs . and they went wet .
soo DUMB ! =x
hahas.
okok , i saw a EVERLAST TEE and JACKET !
and im going to get it this week or nxt ! RAHHHHHHH !
andand , the i.p zone SHOES ! (:
suddenly there's lots of things i wanna buy mann . lols.
okiie . im lazy to go get my pay ok ! rahhh !
train-ed back home with emerald and friend .
cus michelle and kenny took bus back .


im off back to work tmr ! $80 per day . =x . hahahaahas ! (:







TOOK AT VIVOCITY ! (:



ON JONTHAN 17th Birthday celebrated in KBOX! (:

Sunday, November 05, 2006 . 1:32 PM

woke up at 10am by that stupid watch .
which i dontknow whose . soo fucking tired cann ?
used the com at mum's place.
ate lunch .lalalala -
blog shopping .and i saw a roxy cap .
$10 only ! rahhh !
I WANT ! I WANT !

ok , now im back home . with only the 3 of us .
everybody went MIA !
hahahas. andand , im going on a date with my beloved crappy ! (:
VIVOCITY ! yay ! hahahas .
she will be the first person im going with ! (:
we are going to take lots of pictures i tell you ! (:
hahas. rahhh ! byebye. update tonight or tmr .
(:

Saturday, November 04, 2006 . 10:55 PM

went tampines mall to eat swensen's for dinner ! (:
yummy ! andand , gwendolyn cann really eat alot ok ! OMGoshh -
i didnt know lahhs .
thenn went walk-ed around . rahhh !
andand , im in front of the com the whole day ok !
with the accompany of webcam . lols !


kelroyWEE ; dont sad sad uhh ! im seriously alright !
trust me will you ? i wouldnt be soo foolish and get back to her.
yes , she asked me to go back many times todayy . but i DIDNT go back to her .
i wouldnt think of the past ! everyone will .
guess the feelings for her no longer there bahhs .
YOU DONT CRY uhh ! GOSH ! im SORRY !
IM SORRY IM SORRY !
i didnt pretend to be happy !
i didnt lie to YOU !
you are not helpless ok !
you can be happy ! you can cheerup ppl around you !
siian uhhh.
suddenly a sms from you that make me soo confuse.
budden , i made up my mind already .
im sorry , i cant bring myself to love you once again .
its like . i dont wan to get play-ed and get hurt by you again .
its really suffering .
got some advise from christine .
thankks ya ? you made me realise .
im not going to be a dumb again uhh.
playing webcam with christine most of the time . lols. real lame uhh.
im soo tired uhh. taking nap soon i guess. its going to 4 ! YAY ! (:
slept at 1plus last night.
made emerald cry . rahhh !
im really not use of sleep in marmiie's hse uhh.
didnt really sleep well last night. rahhhh .
andand , suddenly i went to her blog and read those post from 13JUNE
till now ders. i realise that. whenever i end with her. she wants me back . i will give her
chance. but why didnt u gave me a chance? its soo UNFAIR do you know ?
tearing like shit ok .

im going eat liao . blog later i guess !

Friday, November 03, 2006 . 11:01 PM

back from chalet .
totally SUCKS ok .

First night PS michelle theyy all .
cus there far to many friends and i gotta prepare the bbq .
andand , i isnt in a good mood pass few days .
rahh ! whatever shit lahs .
CLARISA TAN AN ASSHOLE !
I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY TO BBF ! sighs ):
ended up they went home . its like WTF lahhs .
soo boring mann .
all slept at 4plus the first night.
thenn woke up at 8plus .
went for breakfast. thenn wildwildwet .
play-ed for 1hr30mins like tat. lalalaa -
thenn marmie came with popo and grandpa .
ate KFC .
thenn went back .
aiya. oso nothing much.
no mood to blog liao lahs . KNN ! fuck mann .
im going off to dye and cut my hair .
bye .. o.O
DYED HAIR once i came back from chalet .
hahahas.
BLONDE AND BROWN ! (:
CUT , DYED , HIGHTLIGHT = $55
went plaza meet joeyy and guyss.
hahas. CHRISTINE ! brothers for life ya ?
treat-ed christine and stella for lunch .
lols. how good can i be uhh?
thenn rush down to lixian's hse for cgm .
met huixian , cabb-ed down .
rahhhh ! kept telling xian my hair cannot wet . lols.
thenn cabb-ed home with joeyytan !
rahhhh ! then here i am .at marmiie hsee ! (:


andand , i recevied a msg from alvinn .

alvinn : thanks for the chalet. you very good responsible sister
like and dont know how to say .
just very takecare of everyone . heng got you also .hehe !
hahahas. HE SOO CUTE mann .


P/S : I MISS ENWEI !

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 . 10:28 AM

ytd kbox was fun . i drank 3 cups of trequila POP ! (:
cool mann . hahas. and the bill was $244.
hahahas .
thenn went marina south eat . i simply just ate abit nia ok .
rahhhhhhhh ! and went to play .
suddenly no mood . sighs. lalala-
nvm . today im going to enjoy myself ! (:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY !