Sunday, January 06, 2008 . 5:24 PM

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008 . 3:55 PM

im here to write down SOMEof my new year resolutions.
daddy asked me what's my new year resolutions but i told him. I DONT HAVE & DONT KNOW.
come to think of it is stupid la...


1.find a job and save money. at least 5k by the end of this year.
2.get back studying on april.
3.get stronger & stronger.
4.enrollment straight on my birthday.
5.cherish my family , no neglecting.
6.not allowing myself to have so much alcohol .
7.stay at home more often if i doesnt have something on.
8.reach home as early as possible everyday.
9.visit over my mum's place at least twice in a month.


my mind is not working already ! haha.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008 . 11:56 PM

FIRST of the year.

didnt slept well last night.
which i dont know why.
went VIVO today.
went shopping,movie and dinner.
home after that.
nothing much special but its a memorable one.
maybe of the screaming in the cinema you had.
HAHA ! cute !!

thinking to find a new job tmr on.
back to school during april.

Sunday, December 30, 2007 . 12:51 AM

dont bother to ask me out on new year eve.
cause i will be spending it at home.
alone ! in my room. with beers.
getting myself wasted again.
what a "WONDERFUL" 2007 !!

why is my gut feelings always right?
sometimes i just hate it so much.
oh whatever shit.


home alone this new year.
a big BYEBYE to 2007 !
YOU SUCKS SOO MUCH IN MY LIFE THIS YEAR !

Friday, December 28, 2007 . 3:12 PM

wow wow wow !!
i slept at 7am ytd morning to 5pm.
then from 1am i slept till 3pm today.
in the midst of me being awake. i was rotting on the bed watching tv & online.
soo see how i wasted my day at home.

im sick !!!! coughing soo hardly n nobody business.
running a fever !!! (:
locking myself in my room since ytd till now.
how fcuk great.
cause i dont have my sisters to accompany ME !!!
even if i die in my room. nobody knows.
i dont think my grandma can even hear me from my room above hers.

steamboat over at yinghua's later with cg.
finally i can step out of my HOUSE !!!

Thursday, December 27, 2007 . 6:47 PM

i wasn't appreciated at all !!!

i spent this week days mostly at home . and going out in the night.
eve bar 3 days straight in a row.
got myself wasted on x'mas eve.
and the next 2 days i dare not touch chivas.
feel like puking when i smell it.
ton over at esplande last night.
walked from eve bar.
home this morning and slept all the way till 5pm.
3/4 of the day gone.

im going to spend my night alone at home doing nothing i guess.
dating with angel & xiaoxuan today was cancelled due to me sleeping till so late & xiaoxuan cant come out at this hour already. sorry.
meet up sooonnnn !!

new year 2008 countdown ? WHERE?
maybe town. lets seee.

i didnt enjoy myself this x'mas.
2007 a really bad year for me.
not being happy at all from the start.
wore a mask for the whole fcuking year ! HOW GREAT?
i want to be happy pls !!!

i dont deny i changed 360 degree this year.
i wasn't the same at all.
im who i am , not who you think i am.


anyway, im very glad making soo many new friends this year.
seriously i made ALOT ALOT !

- meiling , priscilla , euuren , jervis, jo , jerine , jonovan , nicole , jo's friends , euuren's friends , nicole's friends , my ITE schoolmates and etc .... there's too much to name.
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS THIS LIFE TIME !
& really thanks to you guys for being such a wonderful friends to me.
being there by my side when i needed you guys.

my clique of GAYS !! thanks for bringing me around and opening my eyes to see the world !


you can never compare physical hurts than emotion hurts.
the hurts i had this year will never be mend.
lots of memories , lots of hurts , lots of disappointment , lots of sadness.
cutting , bashing up the wall is nothing. it will never be painful than the hurt i had in my heart.
life is just a misery. its life to go thru soo much .
tired with life, but still i got to hang on.
but its not wasted, i became much mature this year.
i know how to think. i know the right & wrong.
many a times, i really wants to go into a coma and never wake up.
losing my memory is always what i wanted.
but seriously, there's no point. its just a selfish act.

lastly, to both my sisters . i truly love both of you alot.
i do care. no matter what you guys are going thru.
im always here to help and care.
& gwen ; take good care of yourself over at mum's place.
know the right & wrong.
never ever follow the both of ur sisters footsteps.
no more crying ! you're a big girl now.
ILOVEYOU my dear.

Sunday, December 23, 2007 . 3:51 AM

im not use to my outfit today. lols.
i dun deny that im very petty today.
but i just dont know why.
soo ya.vivo after church to meet up euuren & jervis.
i left because i just wanna be alone.
soo yeapps.
suntec after that to find jo.
i guess its wrong for me to go down.
cabbed back to bpp for mac to slack.
chatted with jonovan on e phone.
seriously talk till talking COCK ! -.-
but anyway, thanks brother for cheering me up.
chatting with make me soo HIGH !! lols.
reached home at 3.40am.


JERYEE !! pls SEND ME THOSE PICTURES !!! (: